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Nick Valentine ([personal profile] synthedick) wrote2016-01-13 09:59 pm
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[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-11-25 08:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Just don't expect Henry to be willing to answer every one.]

All right.
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works for me!

[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-11-26 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[He may be in one piece, but Henry's expression is dark and he carries all the tension of a coiled spring as he stalks into headquarters. His hair is damp with sweat and his armour dirtied from fighting. He glances Nick's way at the comment.]

Of course.

[Henry's tone of voice is sharp-edged as his gaze, both symptoms of how close to the surface his temper runs and both impersonal. There is a reason that he chose to communicate by text earlier. Spotting Nick's map, he strides over to Nick's desk in order to take a closer look at the Guard's deployment.]

These demons die as easily as any other beast.

[Which is a certain definition of easy, but nonetheless manageable. He knows all too well that the truest danger the demons pose is far more insidious.]
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[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-11-27 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
[In fact, both Ahsoka and Celebrimbor are part of the Guard, as far as Henry is concerned. He studies the map for a moment before giving a curt nod. Progress is progress. He feels a smidgen of relief in seeing that all that can be done has been.]

Good work. 'Tis a pity the Inquisition tends to keep to themselves. I wonder if we cannot convince them to ally with us in the future.

[Coordination has a way of improving efficiency. Speaking of...]

Heard you aught from the clinic?
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[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-11-27 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[The lack of word from the clinic is a consequence of Kate's troubles, maybe, given that she is their administrator.]

'Twas right of you to place priority elsewhere. Kate is skilled, and she has Faith and other powerful friends besides.

[That was no doubt one less guardsman already, and look at what Kate, Bianca and Sharon managed together in the past. It may sound callous, but Henry cannot see her having gone without aid. There are plenty of individuals able to fight in Hadriel, but the Guard is the only coordinated force. Forgetting that would be a misstep.]

Sending guardsmen to the colosseum would have left a more populated part undefended.
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[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-11-27 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
[Henry nods.]

She is fine. [At least, Maketh was when he left her.] She knows to call for aid should she need it. Rest assured that their tricks will prevail not over her.
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[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-11-28 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[Henry is surprised by the question, and frowns before turning away from Nick's desk. He begins to pace, agitated.]

I am...

[He trails off, unable to find the right word. He is ashamed that a demon exposed his weakness. He is well and truly angry that a demon encroached upon the sanctity of his innermost thoughts, that their foul kind are doing it to others. He is upset by the vibrant detail of its illusions drawn from his recollections. He grieves, knowing that he must put Iamarl to rest once and for all -- he cannot disgrace her memory and her last wishes again.

He swallows the lump in his throat, and finishes tersely.]


Coping.
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[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-11-30 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[There is a certain amount that Henry will say -- the same amount that he is willing to include in his report. It's obvious what he is omitting.]

Have ever you considered the depth of detail your memories hold?

[Henry folds an arm around his waist, and brings his other gauntleted hand to his mouth, still pacing.]

Some of these demons can draw upon them, and from them weave an illusion -- for they may also see what one longs for. One knows not that one is trapped in a demon's falsehood when caught. 'Twas... [helplessly, he confesses] It felt real.

[Even now, he feels an echo of temptation recalling it, which he ruthlessly suppresses before he manages to summon another demon.

Henry shakes his head and halts his step, looking Nick directly in the eye. Bluntly, and in a hard tone, he says concisely:]


I was enticed. What I say next will sound mad, but I swear I speak truth. Maketh found her way into the illusion. 'Twas not formed in my mind, rather... painted over the real world by some infernal magic. She freed me of it, and together we smote the demon responsible. Then we annihilated all demons in the surrounding area.
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[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-11-30 11:14 am (UTC)(link)
That I find difficult to believe.

[Henry mutters, meaning Nick's coffee maker comment. He sets his hands on his hips. Of course they do; he and Maketh are family.]

The town would go on. And I hope that you would step up.
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[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-12-02 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Henry cocks his head, brows drawing in.]

You are well-liked and respected, so people listen to you. You are responsible and motivated. You are righteous. You believe that we can make a difference. Were it not for your lack of confidence, one could easily argue otherwise.

[But an absence of self-belief is a great failing in a leader. A leader must be a font of belief for their followers. You cannot ask someone to place their faith in you if you have none in yourself.

It is, in short, a waste.]


'Tis a pity that you would rather cling to your doubts than vanquish them.
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[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-12-04 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[The prevalence of it concerns Henry, but then he knows how different his perspective is to most.]

You should. There comes a point at which your doubts will be taken for truth. Do not yourself an injustice.
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[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-12-05 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[Henry shifts his weight and runs a hand through his hair.]

No.

[The letters don't really count, given how one-sided the exchange is. And it seems pointless to continue them while this crisis is going on: he doesn't have the time to spare as he is devoting all of his energy to Guard work and keeping his dark mood at bay.]

Shadow still insists on avoiding me.
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[personal profile] hotspurred 2016-12-07 10:21 am (UTC)(link)
No. I am working on it.

[Or rather, he was, and he will continue to do so when his hurts are less fresh.]

Intervention would but worsen matters.

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